Tuesday, February 2, 2010

mggu yg penuh "stress"

dari hari demi hari aq terpaksa berhdapan dgn org yang btl2 membuatkan aq tdak selesa.....
sgt menyakitkan hati... mggu ni aq btl2 rasa ingin meluahkan segala apa yg rependam dan terbuku d dlm hati ni.. em aq penat berpura pura untuk menjaga hati org! haruskah aq?????????
huhu,Allah sajalah yg tahu betapa sakinya hati ini. em aq memulakan hari isnin dgn pergi ke claz as a usually,penat jgk ada 6 jam kesuluruhannya.. pagi aq pi ke claz finance n after that i go to claz publik relation dlm jam 10. lpas tu aq blik blik untuk mkn,solat dan rehat seketika. jam 2 aq pi plak claz bell.. ,so many things to do... nak bt outline,first graph,term paper n so on... n then for 4pm i go back to blik n cucu baju,mandi n solat. after that i eat n do whaever assigment lectures give to me! 'but sometimes i lazy also',heehehhe. em n for the nex day as a usual my class begin at 8 am.. n continue with 2pm until 6pm.. wah tuff kn my schedule.. biasa org kuat harus mempunyai semangat belajar yg mendalam! n the next day as usuall also i begin 8am until 4pm i rest also 2 hour.... the next thursday i was happy bcause i also have one claz n i can go to sleep n watch muvie or maybe i chat wih my frenz"bergosip lah"hahahha..for friday claz also pack with schedule and i end my class at 6pm.. huhu,really tired!!!

supposed i know part 4 have "modul" huhu,i really tdak sggp owh,but i have to do bcause this include for our sylibus and wajib! what i mean with modul,we have to naik bukit botak. the story about that,i know its hard,but i try my best... sungguhpun penat kaki,haus,bau badan n sebagainya,tp aq bangga dpt naik tu bukit botak..... byak yg membantuku dalam proses naik bukit botak ni,especially kak zu,rojita n kwn2 yg lain like ddp student n komander. byk jg cabaran dia,aq terkena duri tajam kat tgn,aq nangis. biasalah aq kan lemah skit dlm fizikal ni,n then aq tersungkur,nasib baik tak terjun trus klu x huhu,Allah sajalh yg tau.....
dalam lpas pendakian tu aq berehat jak.. mlas mau jaln! bah eka pa lagi rehat luk n nikmati soalat mghrib.bye1 Askum

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